you got me begging you for mercy.

It's a sunday afternoon & I'm alone in my room now using the laptop. I think I'm going blind soon - facing the laptop for at least 8-9hours from Monday to Sunday. At least there's some trees outside my room for me to look at when my eyes are tired from looking at the laptop screen.

So I wanted to upload some photos on my little trip to Penang island yesterday. But sadly, my card reader is not reading (CARD READER, Y U NO READ CARD) so pictures gotta wait.

Right so my trip to Penang island was pretty good, Ms Chen (a colleague) came and pick us (Sam & me) up around 1ish and we had MacDonalds for lunch! I didn't know I'll miss having macs so much. Was feeling pretty down cus I'm having some arguements with fatcat. I really h8 it when we quarrel, it just makes things even harder. I don't know if we are considered being in a long distance relationship right now, since Penang is only an hour plus plane ride to Sg. But aiyah you know luh, Penang say far not far, say near not near. Anw, being away from each other for so long already sucks but having those silly arguments too? sucks even more. I know it's my decision to go Penang & I've got to face the consequences all but still! I don't feel any more better than you do.

Ok back to the trip yesterday. After lunch we drove to Penang island. Honestly, I love Penang island! All the bustle and hustle of a city. Penang island is actually no much difference from Sg. We went to Gurney Plaza and I saw TOPSHOP! omg cannot contain my excitement - literally skipped into TOPSHOP. 1/2 hour later, I came out with a shopping bag in my hand which contains the cutest denim jacket everrrrr :) Original price was RM219 but I've got a discount cus I'm a F3 card member, so I only paid RM197 for it. good deal!!!

Then we walked around somemore, bought some shaving cream from Watsons then went to Coffeebean to rest + have a drink. Gawd I miss Coffeebean! I miss all the random weekend nights spending at Forum's Coffeebean with my fatcat :( looking at prostitutes, bikes all... sigh. alright so we gossiped about work.

Left around 6ish, head back to Penang City for dinner. Had dinner at some coffeeshop which is famous for the 'mee tai bak'. Then went to Auto-City. Went into one of the pubs' - Over Time and chill there. Great place for chilling! There's a bike clan function going on too, tons of big bikes (think KR NINJA, KTM DUKE, R6, CBR1000) parked outside the pub! one whole stretch somemore. If fatcat is here, he'll prolly wet his pants haha. Great liveband too! But we left shortly after the liveband started their performance because Ms Chen has to go pick her daughter up. We reached home at 11plus going 12? Not too bad for a Saturday, at least I'm not stucked at home for the whole day!

fatcat, I wish we can stop having those 1 word convo or whatever. I don't like it :( I know it's hard to maintain a r/s through whatsapp, texts and the occasion phone calls + webcams session. But I know we can get through this! It takes 2 hands to clap so I hope both of us can put in effort to make this r/s last. Have a little faith alright... I know sometimes I say the most stupidest thing when i'm angry but don't mind me ok. I say it cus I'm pissed off and when I'm pissed off I tend to be kinda sarcastic & say stuff out without thinking. Just remember that you are the one I love and nothing will break our 5years r/s :)

ok I gotta go shower & it's laundry time again............ I h8 doing laundry. x