fragile heart

so i've been working for 5 days alrd. so far so good. dealing with kids really make me alot more patient. some of them are really funny and they are really quite smart! just that they are really noisyyyyy and easily distracted. i find myself resisting the urge to hurl vulgarities at them. anw, i didnt scold vulgarities for 4days! thats an accomplishment. i gave in on saturday night though haha. jh ch pl & gina decided to come and pick me up from work today. i was really grateful, cus my ipod died on me in the morning & i was really dreading the looooooong train ride without music.

tmr's gna be another long day at work. i forsee myself having totally no life during this holidays. im usually too tired to do anything at night. but lucky for me, im not working this saturday (corey's POP!). hehehe and after that, meeting up with my pri sch friends. not sure how it will turn out to be like, cus its like all of us were from different classes in pri school and all. but im sure it will be good!

been reading books on pyschology/sick fiction recently. one of my colleague influenced me and now i just keep reading. it's really an eye-opener reading real-life stories of child abuse, sexual abuse etc. some of my favs are "Falling Leaves", "Crying In The Dark" and now im reading "My Story" by Dave Pelzer. it's a trilogy about his account of his alleged abuse as a child by an alcoholic mother. im sure many of you read his book b4. "A child call It", "A Lost Boy" and "A man called Dave" are all written by him. it's very heart wrenching reading all these stories. oh well. saw afew recommended titles at Borders, gna get them soon after i've finished this :)